MUDing

I miss MUDing.

So much that I'm actually on Cleft of Dimensions leveling a character. That's pretty sad. I don't have the patience nor real desire to learn another MUD, so here I am, hacking away at mobs under the name Zelk. Havoc still wants me helping there, but as much as I really want to be MUDing, or even more specifically... creating, I don't really have it in me to work really hard on someone else's dream.

I wish I could code, or had someone willing to code for me that I know I could count on. I really miss working on End of Time. I really miss being able to create something, or have something I'm working on that I can finish (like an area) and feel good knowing I accomplished something.

Being on here really makes me miss all of that. And for anyone who knows the history behind Cleft, they'll understand I must be missing it pretty bad to be wasting my time on here. Being on here brings back memories, both good and bad. Most of it bad, to be honest, but it does make me think of EoT. These fuckers really don't know how to run a MUD.

I miss the atmosphere, the friendships, the bonds, all of it. I would really love to be working on End of Time again. I'm about to be starting a D&D game... maybe that will help with some of the feeling of loss I'm feeling right now. I'll be creating a world, crafting a story... I'm looking forward to it.

It won't quite be the same though. I'm not in school and won't be for a little while... I really should learn to code. End of Time really could be a thing of greatness.

Oh, I have to comment that it's rather amusing I'm gathering things that I placed in the game they probably have no clue about. It's amazing how they still haven't updated a simple thing like the help file for the Empire. Goddamn they suck. I hope they realize the only reason they ever had any success was because of the work they stole.

But anyway... Maybe one of these days End of Time can be realized.